SalBear & the Wonderland

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There’s something far worse
than missing a person you shared
a fraction of your life with.
And that is missing a person with
whom you did not.
For you will neither be allowed the
pleasure of their memory, the echo of
their love, the warmth of knowing
that once upon a time you meant a damn,
you were of some importance, you will
not even be allowed the small joy
of a smile that comes with happening
upon a note they once wrote you in
the bottom of your drawer.
It is a sort of hollow longing,
a dreadful nostalgia for a thing
that never quite happened.
Beau Taplin || The hollow longing.  (via afadthatlastsforever)

(via wild-nirvana)

I don’t know anything with certainty, but seeing the stars makes me dream.
Vincent Van Gogh (via explodables)

(Source: seabois, via stolto1)

I think about dying but I don’t want to die, not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic, there’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m wasting every second, even now I’m writing this when I should be out there. I should be living. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out.
(via deangatory)

(Source: floweringo, via theultimatelola)


“It’s a funny thing coming home. Nothing changes. Everything looks the same, feels the same, even smells the same. You realize what’s changed, is you.”
-Eric Roth

i am quoting this a thousand times today.
RIP mike brown.

Come find me
I wish I had the courage not to fight and doubt everything. I wish, just once, I could say: ‘This. This is good enough.’
Chuck Palahniuk (via nevahmind)

(Source: splitterherzen, via -apple)


Until the day we die